Tuesday, 30 June 2026

These Aren't The Bins You're Looking For... {Week 23}

Isn't it the bomb when the month starts on a Monday? I feel like it happened more than once already only this year! Anyway, on Monday I met up with my social worker and we planned on me taking the pre-driving test sometime in August.

I actually don't know why I agreed to that, it's such a bad idea because I don't feel ready at all. I'm going to have to come up with some good explaining at our next meeting. I'm not going anywhere for Pride this year, it's too hot and too far to travel. But happy Pride regardless! 

Week 23.

On Tuesday we went to the cinema for the first time in ages to watch the new Mandalorian movie at the request of my sister. It was fine, but going out was the good part. I'm just annoyed that everything I actually wanna see isn't being show anywhere near me at all. Not even Bordeaux! I was waiting so long to watch Nirvanna The Band The Show The Movie but I'm probably just going to end up watching it at home. And I Love Boosters isn't on anywhere either...

Dinner.

As soon as we got back we tuned into State Of Play, not much of note but it's fun to boo and cheer over game trailers. Something so dumb but entertaining.

Uneventful Wednesday but on Thursday we were helping Noel out some more. We did some serious disassembly on a wall between his office and a balcony to turn it into a mega-balcony. Finally, something I can actually do without needing to be taught! They even had us stay for a lunch with them which was very lovely.

The flowers in the back of the truck!

All week my sister has been bugging me to get her Tomodachi Life as it's her most recent obsession but the issue is we don't have a Switch. I mean, not really an issue, if you know, you know... I set it up for her with an emulator (it was kind of annoying to make everything compatible) only for her to tell me she'd play it later. Then what was all the harassment for?! I'll never understand...

On Friday a family friend was over and doing a lot of the work on the 3rd floor. He was building up the beams that will turn the attic into two bedrooms and a hallway. During dinner time, the Garbage Bin Incident was brought up again and many theories were levied. Let me tell you about this conspiracy...

Basically, we had two bins: yellow for recyclable plastics and black for organics/paper/etc. We usually leave them outside our entry room on garbage collection day, sometimes we bring them into the house late or not at all because we had no space. Anyway, we're not the only ones who do that but the cops got on our asses about it for some reason. One day, both bins go missing... we report them missing/stolen and the city hall repalces them but this whole situation starts driving my mum crazy and everyone's come up with some sort of conspiracy.

Theory #1, a..k.a. my mum's conspiracy: someone is stealing garbage bins because they are valuable and selling them to... farmers. Because...uh... farmers keep stuff in them. This theory feels pretty baseless to me but she's set on it.

Theory #2: some kind of bin perverts stole them for their nefarious, psycho-sexual urges. Still more plausible than the first.

Theory #3: the bins became sentient and left.

Theory #4: the bins never existed.

Theory #5: the city just lost them and wouldn't fess up.

And finally, my theory that I think is most likely, a.k.a. Theory #6: the cops did it. They totally stole our bins after one flimsy warning. The cops in our town aren't the worst, I guess but they are often kind of rude for no reason so I can see them doing this just to fuck with us after we didn't put the bins away the second they told us to. Douchebags.

We also caught up with Summer Game Fest. Jeff was dressed like trash as usual. Coolest one was probably the new Alien Isolation game, it's been a long-time coming. Wolf Among Us 2 was also a welcome surprise. Until Dawn 2 looks so bad. A lot of remakes, maybe too many...

On Friday we went to Noel's, totally exhausted. Some scumbags were parked outside our house like last year, screaming and blasting music at like 3AM. Allegedly there was also a stabbing. What the fuck?! It turned the work day into something very injury-prone. Mo hit Noel's toes full force with a shovel on accident. Just a real thwack! Noel almost sliced my eyeball when he was trying to cut off something with a boxcutter and his hand went swinging. And at the end, me and Mo were carrying a table while Noel and his dog were behind me. Mo stopped all of a sudden and pushed the table my way. I ended up nearly falling on Noel and stepping on the dog's foot. It was like a very noisy domino trick, in order of those affected by it's fall: Goddamit! Merde! Woof! ...Disaster day.

A tale in images.







On Sunday, we called with Mo's friend and watched Ballerina. It was pretty good. Afterwards, we were invited to a family friend's house for BBQ so we had to miss the Xbox showcase. These friends were recently traveling a lot, they gave us some really cute gifts from Taiwan, Malaysia,Turkey, and Japan. I'll post about that on the fashion blog.

Terrible photography ahead!








Secret cat behind the first cat.





Th good kush...

And so the week comes to an end... it will do that 52 times in a year. Or so I hear.

The end.

This Week I'm Excited For...

Guess what...! Next Sunday the Artfight theme will be revealed, it's a bit of a special event cuz it's the 10 year b-day of the website. 

Song Of The Week... 

Checked out Ivy's album Apartment Life. Been loving The Best Thing for a while so it's likely I'd find more good songs. And I sure did! If you want some groove and lightness and trip hop, it's an awesome album. My top song is probably This Is The Day. Talk about the perfect album cover too!

Monday, 22 June 2026

{June 2026 Start}

Oh my god, posting June goals when I'm already 2/3rds through June is so dumb, so typical. Anyway, let's pretend summer just started. I'm gonna bring this up a lot but it's the bomb when a month starts on a Monday.


Goals 

 1. Artfight prep

2. Prep for Code de la route

3. Summer zine with Alice

4. Sketch for Tom's OCs

5. Pre-write Blaugust 1-10

6. Catch up on blog posts

Friday, 19 June 2026

{May 2026 End}

Wow, this is coming so late. May was good but it was also hell. Between jobs, so it's really got my head in total confusion. I mean, money's coming but literally nothing else. No set time for work, no consistency. It's really fucking with my head. I used to think I was someone who thrived on my own schedule (why?? literally all evidence points to the opposite being true!) but I really need work to just be work. Clock in, clock out, forget about it. Anyway, this has seriously fucked my plans all month because I'm a borderline dysfunctional human being. Letting so many people in my life down too... not to mention all my art bullshit! Anyway, June has already eased the load a little but more on that in the actual blogs.


Goals 

 1. Draw 1 page (at least) of the Marmoris comic

Didn't do this.

2. Finish COTY Aug/Sep pages

Absolute art block most of the month. I'm dying.

3. Send CV around

Done and dusted. I mean, I'll have to keep sending 'em... 

4. Sketch for Tom's OCs

Art block continues. 

5. Blog layout for site

Couldn't come up with a final design. 

6. Finish 1 movie review 

First draft. 

7. Mod the PS2 

Done! Need to install a hard drive though because the USB method is kind of annoying. 

8. Go to Witch Hat event 

Due to time bullshit I didn't make it to the actual event but I did pick up my collector's edition and got the pen so I'll count it. 

Best Of: May

 

Movies 

Started the month super strong with Sorry We Missed You, the whole situation was a little to close to home. Ken Loach is up there with Mike Leigh for me. Also enjoyed Carlito's Way. Slow movie month though.

TV Shows

My sister watched Stranger Things last year and she's really into it. We're rewatching it with my brother who hasn't seen it before. I think last time I saw season 1 was like a year after it was out, in 2017 or something. I'm keeping it to myself that I really, really don't like the show. It's just all tropes and nostalgia product placement. I do love Steve though. 

Games

Played quite a bit of NFS Most Wanted but more importantly me and Mo finished Halo: Reach. Very tragic Halo game, everybody dies. Except Jun. I kind of liked it's scope but wish we got more time with the characters, I really enjoy the other Spartans and Reach, the kind of societies that lived there and such.

Books

Dude, I'm still reading a book that is essentially for kids... and I'm not done. I don't know what's wrong with that I've turned into such a non-reader in the span of like six months. Embarrassing.

Music

Top album for this month is another Lo Pro one, this time The Beautiful Sounds of Revenge. It's very, very nu-metal space opera-like, wailing melodies. I love it so much. I think I like the grime of the self-titled a little more but there are some amazing stand-outs on this one too. If I had to pick a fave song of the album it would probably be Texas.

Animation

I don't read books or manga, I don't watch cartoons or anime. I don't know what happened to me but it's so wrong!

Full Log: May 2026 

Saturday, 13 June 2026

It's NOT Gonna Be May {Week 22}

Greetings, blog readers. May finally comes to an end, on a very satisfying Sunday of all days. I'm probably going to bring this up a lot but something scratches an itch in my primordial brain when a month doesn't end in the middle of the week. 

Even though I know it's all lies, time as we know it is fake. Lest you forget the 1/4 of a day that makes up the odd leap-year day every four years totally shifts the calendar out of wack! Most things aren't real anyway, so I'll let this slide.

Week 22.

Monday was Pentecost. I don't celebrate anything religious so it's a holiday I'm not familiar with at all but when you look it up on Wikipedia, there's such a nice fresco of a dove that I was kind of curious. I'll have to ask Alice for the deets if I don't forget. Otherwise I was busy softmodding our oldest PSP, a 2000 in Piano Black we had for ages. It's all up to date now, with a new battery, a protective cover, and in my brother's hands. He's got a long wait time between getting to the town next door and the start of his class so a PSP is a way better choice than doomscrolling.

On Tuesday he went to his first official class and the PSP was working well so I'm happy with that. It's gotten hotter too, which is ass. I'm still in an art slump.

Wednesday we were making plans to slowly get everything down from the 3rd floor as there will be renovations in the coming weeks. We were promised a fully insulated roof this summer which would be so sweet. 


Regal.

On Thursday we went to Noel's and I was having a really tough time. I just didn't understand what he wanted me to do half the time and my whole body was running on nothing because of the heat. I'm gonna be real, I don't know shit about most outdoor tools. I also have no idea how pipes are set up and all so Noel has to teach us everything on the go, with varied results. On the way home we did drop by the recyclerie though and I found some great stuff. The news is these guys may be moving away soon so it's kind of our last chance to drop by and see what they're selling.

On Friday Noel wasn't feeling well so he went to the hospital and we did some work that we can do on our own and went back home. Sadly, a migraine started out of nowhere that it only got worse with time. 

On Saturday Tom came over and helped us move a bunch of stuff down from the 3rd floor. After we relaxed and played some Battlefront and MW3 as usual. He picked out a movie, Gunpowder Milkshake, it was okay. 

No idea what the context was...

... but it's giving this.

On Sunday a brocante was in town but it was a little sparse. I saw a beautiful pack of tarot cards with fairies that I was seriously tempted by but I don't think I'll ever really be into tarot. Can one even read tarot if you don't believe in it? Or are is the aura just fucked then? 

In the afternoon we drove to Monique's, we had to drop off a bunch of stuff for storage. My sister's been making my brother watch Stranger Things this past week and we just finished season one. I'm kind of a hater of the show but I'm not gonna rain on her parade about it. 

The end!

This Week I'm Excited For...

Well, summer's starting! And the end of the week has been cooler. Maybe it will be a normal summer for at least some time? Wouldn't that be great!

Song Of The Week... 

I don't know much about Julieta Venegas but I heard her song Lento in a mixtape and it's been on loop all week. It's just so nostalgic and airy. With an amazingly catchy chorus.

Monday, 8 June 2026

It's So Hot, I'm Dying... {Week 21}

Slowly tracing my own steps these days. It's like twenty things at once. I've got nothing finished, the sun is cooking my brain, and I'm late as hell all the time. Basically, this week was pretty uneventful but it did happen to me. Boy, did something happen to me! I don't know what it was... I'm avoiding or forgetting about responsibilities, experiencing a new form of art block, but at least I go out more (and broil myself) which has been pretty nice.

Week 21.

Monday and Tuesday we went over to Noel's as usual and kept on working on the fence. I've recently been in a very weird art block. The new pen works great so I have all the tools I need right at my disposal but I barely sit down to draw and when I do I never finish anything. It's depressing and unlike me... art was something I could do for hours and hours. 

It's making me anxious. I wanna keep working on my comic and visual novel. Plus I have to finish the Colour Of The Year calendar for 2026 and start the one for 2027 ahead of time! And I wanna take part in Artfight and I planned some drawings for Blaugust... that's a whole lotta drawing for a motherfucker who hasn't been drawing. Man, this may just be me digging myself into another hole. 

All was the same on Wednesday and Thursday, been coming back really tired and the heat this week has been ruthless. Sweat rolling down my skin everywhere, it's gross! I get burned up no matter how much sunscreen I put on. And if I forget to wear my hat for even a minute, boom: migraine. 

On Friday I got a rendez-vous at the dentist's finally and also dropped by the store. Forgot my hat and as predicted, I got a massive migraine. Alright, that one was kind of my own fault but still...

On Saturday we dealt with an issue that's been bugging everyone for a few weeks now. Basically, my mum's old laptop is now my sister's laptop and it's battery is inflated. I know this isn't a good thing but I didn't really think it was serious until my brother showed me a video of a lithium battery coming into contact with oxygen and burning sky-high. So, we set up a perimeter Men In Black-style or whatever and my brother took it out, hoping it wouldn't blow. Then we locked that shit up in a metal box to be disposed of safely later. 

The week ended great as Monique invited us for dinner and the pool at her house. We don't have a garden or any outdoor space at our place but now I'm considering the logistics of setting up an inflatable pool on a roof. There's gotta be a way!

I'm gonna probably update the custom firmware on our OG childhood PSP next week so my brother can take it with him to play before class. I picked up a PSP 2000 in Mystic Silver sometime last year that came with some games that he tried to play meanwhile. Only issue was that for some reason, every single UMD, except Little Big Planet, was in Spanish. Meanwhile I played some more Style Savvy on my DS.



A good time.

Over dinner we watched a little Roland Garros with Monique, but I don't really care about tennis lest it's in GTAV if I have to be honest. I don't really have much else to say about the week sadly, 90% of the time I was working or dying from the heat or a headache. 

The end!

This Week I'm Excited For...

There's gonna be another brocante/flea market next Sunday. I'm looking for my usual suspects: DVDs, CDs, some boxes. Not looking for clothes much as I feel like I have most of what I need now. 

Song Of The Week... 

Another Lo-Pro song I'm afraid. This time from their second album, Beautiful Sounds of Revenge. I used to kind of not pay this song much attention but for some reason it really got me hooked on recent listens. A Life That's Just Begun has such an edgy but cathartic chorus. I just seriously love the vocals on this entire album and this song is one of the best samples of that.